as demanded

well I've been told specifically that I need to blog again because certain friends enjoy stalking my life. obviously I'm slightly more interesting than I thought I was.

so basically.

the weekend after the move, my roommate's boyfriend came up to visit her. I won't go into details, but let's just say it was awkward. and this is coming from me: who doesn't really truly know the meaning of awkward? yeahhhhh o.0

ok. so.

as mentioned, Jace is talking to me again. I still have no idea what was going on, but I think I jumped to an incorrect conclusion. he gets up at about 6:30 and goes to the gym, so I see him monday/wednesday/friday briefly (can I just say… that boy looks wonderful? :D) , but we don't eat lunch together anymore :\ I haven't been able to catch him on tuesday/thursday and I don't want to drive him crazy.

I started dancing, as mentioned. it's quite wonderful. my cd should be coming soon, so I'll be able to dance by myself as well as in class. in fact I'll probably head over to the studio tonight and dance so I get my legs stretched out a little. unless someone offers to go to the event that's happening on campus. but as I don't have a ton of friends, I doubt anyone will. I'm doing well in dance. I've had two classes, I did some double pirouettes—they weren't good, but they were doubles!!—I got my scorpion back, and my strength is slowly returning. flexibility, not so much. everything hurts. I can't even pee without being in pain.

not like you wanted to know that random awkward detail.

I'm also eating ice cream more because apparently, 17% body fat isn't healthy.

I love how I go from ballet to ice cream.

I have this one friend. we'll call her Nelly (you know who you are) who is the most gorgeous girl ever. some crazy stupid blind people might think she's "big," (which she isn't) but most people just think she's curvy and beautiful. and she's got this incredible smile and beautiful eyes that make everyone just want to curl up and die in happiness. and she's a sweetie. she brings me great joy.

:p

and see, I'd kill for a body like hers. but I can't get it. –sigh-

anyway.

I'm working on my book a little bit here and there. but I have a lot of reading to do this semester, so I don't get a lot of time.

and—also—I now have a penname. so my books are on a different website and some of my poetry is up there.

and that's all for now. I'll be blogging more often I think, mostly with my phone though. because see… I don't like to carry my computer with me?… and my phone is a lot easier.

so yeah.

<3