Got the teaching job I wanted, but left my computer cord there. spheal and I spent a great week together. School starts in a week. Can't wait! Senior year!

Got a gorgeous new phone. It brings me great joy. Its $100 full price but the guy gave it to me for $30 because they were out of the one I wanted :p

blahhh

my period came early.

I have a yeast infection.

my lymph nodes in my neck and chest are swelling up and I don't know why, but it hurts to swallow and I can't turn my neck.

and today I strained my back.

I owe my university money but I can't figure out how, when, or where to pay it and if I don't do it by tomorrow they'll drop all my classes.

and I miss my boyfriend.

sigh.

the good news is I just got paid, and it was a good hefty amount! the bad news is it'll probably all be gone by the time I have to go back up to school…

New favorite treat: sundried tomato bagel with cream cheese from DD.

Refilling a RX shouldn't be this complicated.

Just read for two hours from three different books because every time i started reading, it was sad. Tonight is just a bad night for light-hearted reading!

updates

1. I suck at blogging lately because I don't have internet where I'm living.
2. my plans changed and my ballet camp got canceled so I spent a week with spheal instead, during which we made a few major changes to our relationship.
3. I'm working for my dad again… and I swear this is the last year I will do so. it's been one week and I already want to kill someone. and I'm not even living at the house!
4. I'm crocheting a sweater. I finished the sleeves yesterday. today I'm going to put it together and tomorrow I'm going to wear it to church…
5. Sunday, Spheal is coming to visit for the day. I can't wait!!!!
6. I have a yeast infection and I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING. GAH. also I can't use the cream because it hurts my skin. stupid sensitive skin.
7. I'm going into carb  withdrawl because mom is on a diet that's mostly protein, while I as a dancer need to eat mostly carbs. it's difficult. my head hurts. I'm feeling sluggish.
8. I might have another dancing job opportunity. updates soon.
9. my class schedule is finally getting cleaned up because my professor is finally emailing me back.
10. my intenship is almost finished. just some paperwork I have to do.

now I'm off to work to clean and paint and stuff… and hopefully my headache will go away soon :(

Back with the fam. Worked out @ the gym w/ my mom today... She has more endurance than i do right now

Ahhhh summer break. Ive spent the past week (since tuesday morning at 3am) with spheal. Its been awesome. :)

-_-

ugh.

so yesterday my phone decided to go off at 5am. I coulnd't go back to sleep, so I just got up and watched Season 3 of Two Best Friends Play.

about 3:30 exhaustion and cramps hit me like a rock and I took a 3-hour nap. when I woke up, I'd started my period. (which I'd expected due to the cramps and the fact that I was on the white pills on my BC but still, it kind of pissed me off).

after dinner I was in pain but didn't have any meds so I lay on my back on  my pilates mat in a yoga position. that helped A LOT.

then I skyped Spheal.

then I went to bed and slept for 10 hours.

now I need more coffee  -_-

grrrrr.

a few things

so.

1. Friday I went to Spheal's house and surprised him for the weekend. It was so awesome.
2. My internship has flown by! I'm on my last week.
3. I'm writing again. It's wonderful.
4. I dyed some yarn. with Kool-Aid. It was fun!!!
5. I learned how to crochet socks! Working on a pair right now for the etsy shop.
6. we're having a thunderstorm
7. my car's AC still doesn't work, so I got sunburnt today while driving home and keeping the windows open trying to stay cool.
8. I really really REALLY want to dye more yarn. IT'S SO MUCH FUN.
9. I need some chocolate.
10. my lotion came in the mail… hopefully my skin won't burn up when I put it on.

I am so excited

for tomorrow

oh

my

gosh.

I'll tell you why tomorrow :D

jump

so here's the thing… there are two kinds of people: the people who sit around and pray about things, and the people who jump in.

I'm not saying it's wrong to pray about something, like a decision or an idea or whatever, but I've learned that God answers those prayers by either opening or closing doors. He doesn't just make it happen for you.

just thoughts.

Almost friday...

Coffeeeeeeeee

I want to start a revolution

a revolution that proves that dancers don't have to be anorexic: they can just be healthy.

Problem: I'd have to actually be somebody first.

and I'll never go much more forward in dance than I already am.

stupid world.

I only wanna be with you…

I don’t know what it is that makes me love you so
I only know I never want to let you go
’cause you’ve started something
Oh, can’t you see?
That ever since we met
You’ve had a hold on me
It happens to be true
I only want to be with you
It doesn’t matter where you go or what you do
I want to spend each moment of the day with you
Oh, look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this
It’s crazy but it’s true
I only want to be with you
You stopped and smiled at me
And asked if I’d care to dance
I fell into your open arms
And I didn’t stand a chance
Now listen honey
I just want to be beside you everywhere
As long as we’re together, honey, I don’t care
’cause you’ve started something
Oh, can’t you see?
That ever since we met
You’ve had a hold on me
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
Oh, oh, you stopped and you smiled at me
And asked if I’d care to dance
I fell into your open arms
And I didn’t stand a chance
Now hear me tell you
I just want to be beside you everywhere
As long as we’re together, honey, I don’t care
’cause you’ve started something
Oh, can’t you see?
That ever since we met
You’ve had a hold on me
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
I said no matter, no matter what you do
I only want to be with you

 

There are people in the house.... Must... Escape...

Procrastnating going back where there is a wasp upstairs by my door... Also there will be people there and i suck at dealing with people. I need some sweet tea.

Old people are annoying... If youre going to drive a fancy red sportscar at least drive the speed limit.