Because she found my journal. I was beginning to get scared because I couldn't find it anywhere. I thought I'd left it out of town… that would have caused problems.
but she found it
and i'm happy.
I've always wondered what I'll do with my journals. I have at least 10 of them so far. Maybe I'll put them in a box and hide them. and a hundred years after I die someone will find them and publish them.
but definitely after I'm dead. Very very dead.
And I've always wondered three things:
- How will they be able to read my handwriting
- since sometimes I lose a journal (or two. or three) how will they keep them in order
- i forgot the other one.
Those (except the last one) are the things i think about.
but not all the time. because i think about a lot of other stuff most of the time. one of these days i'll make a list of all the random stuff that goes through my head on a day to day basis.